The Effects of Sexuality on Development

i believe very strongly that sexuality as part of one's development is something that you have to kind of be exposed to in the proper context for your develop along the proper path. i was not as well socialized as a teen and child which was likely related to my diagnosis being on the spectrum to use the euphemism so  as an adult now i feel far more comfortable that but unfortunately developmentally it already has kind of taken its course in terms of the effects. I still have this strong romantic interest very strong i even consider myself a bit of a romantic but i don't that is not accompanied by the drive that i think is picked up through normal experience as a team typically or maybe a