How Your Connection With Allah Will Help You Heal

I was going through social media one day and I saw a video saying that maybe the reason why you're going through this is because Allah wants you to come back to him. At that moment I felt, like, am I really, really close to Allah? Like at this point I have no choice that to go back to Allah and speak to him about it. And I am delirably, let me that ever since I started praying, I always say, super handle light,. Every time I said I said, even though I'm not where I am, where I want to be, I'm at peace. Part of me, I wake up in the morning, I don't cry