Struggle, shame, and seeking help

A change in theological conviction can unravel and rebuild a pastor’s ministry at the same time. Kyllum Lewis from Life Centre Church in Australia shares his story—from charismatic roots and leading his parents’ church to embracing new convictions that reshaped how he leads and loves his people. Kyllum opens up about the emotional and spiritual weight of pastoring, his experience with anxiety and panic attacks, and how the Psalms reminded him that our struggles are not our identity. He also reflects on why outside counsel is essential in challenging seasons and the warning signs church planters should pay attention to. Through it all, Kyllum brings us back to one steady truth: God’s grace really is that good.