I'm a Workaholic and I Don't Believe You

I would just wear this badge of honor like I'm a workaholic and proud. So you felt like only if you had money or making money that you could support other people with, then you'd be loved by other people or accepted or valued. But I didn't know it. And in fact, I didn't even think about that event until I went to a therapist. It's probably an instance of you holding onto something in the past that you're not even aware of. Don't be afraid of it. It will only make you better.