Are You Left Out of the Experience of Creativity?

i was fascinated with the whole idea of creativity, but it was almost more like a longing than a fascination. And i wanted to understand and i wanted to be it, but i saw it as something out there in the world, in other people, right? And that you had to be in some special way, gifted, in somespecial way, original, you know, an artist. That didn't feel attainable to me or to describe me. It seems like people were comi a lot of people come to you with precisely that longing and feeling of being left out of the experience of creativity. Ye, most people are left out of it, am, which is not even the right