The Importance of Saying Nothing

I think I had this false sense of reality that if I say something, something bad is going to happen, but I was already living in disaster, you know. So it doesn't matter. But well, we'll all stop and then I'll keep going into our criminal mar house. A lot of variables thinking that, okay, if we bring a kid in the mix, I'll have to get sober because we'll have a kid. We'll be so busy. That didn't happen. And it got to the point where I was so close to having the baby by myself. There's an alcoholic or an addict, there's a codependent and sometimes they're just as sick,