The Nuclear Force of Sexuality

I think maybe what my questions are pointing to is some idea that sexuality is such a nuclear force that people, you know, we can't really control it. I've often described this practice as conscious, like conscious dreaming. Instead of conscious dreaming where you actually manage to within the dream have some control over what happens. And I think this sexual practice is like that. So it's not like most of us sexuality takes over our body and we surrender to it as you really have to, to have real pleasure. But this practice allows you to both surrender and maintain some control over the flow of that energy. It gives you skills not just in the bedroom, but when I walk around in my