Yoganida - What Was Your Journey?

When i first read the yoga sutras, i was super excited. As a typical critta personality who can be very self critical, i was all into it. Then i decided i should an ashram. And obviously my partner at that time was i what's happened? Because i was going to go away without any contact with a very strict ashram for about a few months. But from there, actually insisted seeking externally how i can work on myself. I think this happens with a lot of people when they get into philosophy. We start disconnecting from this world and wobbling into the more individualistic world of isolation. Decided to stay back. That is how yoganama