My Stepfather Filled for Full Custody

My dad always had custody of us, but he wanted to maintain custody when she got sober. He made our lives so incredibly uncomfortable that i had developed a like, acute d like on and off light turning. I actually, i was so distressed at one point about age nine or ten, that i started making myself throw up every night to go into sleep. A, and till one night i threw up blood. And if i didn't leave, i was going to die, like something that as going to happen, something bad was going to happen.